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Birthday
My bday sucked balls. I was in Jax, where I dont have any friends besides the one I rode there with. Come that night when I wanted to celebrate my bday the one friend I had in Jax bailed on me, and Jeffrey didnt know where to go. Just ended up going back home to do nothing. Then to put the cherry on top, no birthday sex -_-
My bday wasnt celebrated as child and doesnt seem like thats changing much now that I’m grown.
Ill be moving on… Time to let go of my feelings for you. So I can give my heart to someone else.. someone who deserves it :)
friend took me out for dinner tonight… gave me good conversation… was there for me.. kinda what I’ve been needing lately.. while my best friend stood me up for a fucking pool party…
Alot on my mind tonight
I crave companionship… I like all the romantic shit :)
I talked to my ex boyfriend not too long ago… and he told me he was surprised I was still single… He said I was beautiful and had a lot going for myself…
Wow.. that really surprised me coming from ex… I dont wanna be with him.. at all.. but hearing him saying that lets me know he’s growing up… Not to mention it made me feel about good myself…
Sometimes us ladies don’t hear that enough…
Life is taking a toll on me…
NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY
